Saturday, September 26, 2009

unconfident

Still remember once when my teacher asked me for the reason of rejecting her recommendation to make me the class monitor when I was still a Form One student, I answered, "I don't want to burden myself by giving myself additional responsibility." And guess what, I was scolded. Some sentences from her speech still remained in my mind until today. "How are you going to take care of your family, and how are you going to survive in future if you are scared of responsibilities?" It was then that I realised what a coward I was, not being dared enough to bear consequences due to a lack in confidence. Anyway, that incident caused no impact on me, how pathetic...

It was so irony for someone who is so unconfident in carrying most of the tasks in life, like me to ask others always to have faith in themselves. Recently, due to my lack in confidence and fear for bearing consequences, driving somehow appears to be a great challenge for me. When people ask me to drive, I'll try to reject. But, no worries because I'm working on it now. Wish me luck to find back my confidence in driving and in whatever things I do. I'm off to go...

7 comments:

H.K. said...

i also dont like responsibility, but what to do? ppl like to give me some jobs or posts...

haiz..haha

nvm, slow slow learn, after that remember to fetch me when u think u can drive...

i am waiting for you...

ryus said...

h.k., that day fetched u ald lo, scary..? haha.

yun, thanks. and ya, that's life!

cuteJason said...

LOL....
haha....
built up your leadership and responsibility....
You sure can do it,man....
^^V
add oil o...^0^

~Be Happy Forever~

W.B. Khaw said...

not bad...next time try drive one person..

u can do it...

and dont look at girls while driving..hahaaha

ryus said...

thanks, jason

H.K., i mana ada look at girls while driving? adakah? ada kut. haha.

colours of the wind said...

Know what I admire about you when you led St. John 2 years back?

Your passion, your leadership, your responsibility. Don't lose it, bro.

Hintz said...

Looks like we have the same problem. Driving is still a big challenge for me even I am brave enough to drive alone now.